i was trying to do up a new blogskin. but im looking at the time now. its SO EARLY!
haha. i decided to do up a new blogskin some other time. SIGH. wasted one hours plus!
anyway. i got my blog a new song. NICE? entitled Officially Missing You.
i saw grandma today. i bought dinner for her and aunt.
thou grandma no longer remembers me. i still love her a lot! i love her!!
i bought a new slipper today!! from m]phosis. hehe. so cheap and nice! i like!!
i had the most yummilicious hor fun tonight! or am i just too hungry? haha.
pays flying to me soon!!!!
i wanna head hong kong with my sweetheart!
lastly. i miss my love.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Monday, April 23, 2007
i received this email and i laughed while reading thru. at least something got me laughing. haa!
Ah Beng with two red ears went to his doctor. The doctor asked him what had happened to his ears and he answered," I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring lor but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear. So Kena lor!" "Oh Dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But, what happened to the other ear?"
Ah Beng: "That stupid fellow called back again loh!"
next
At a bar in New York, the man sat next to Ah Beng told the bartender, "JOHNNIE WALKER, SINGLE." and his companion said, "JACK DANIELS, SINGLE."
The bartender turned to Ah Beng and asked, "AND YOU, SIR?"
Ah Beng replied: "Tan Ah Beng, MARRIED."
next
Why did Ah Beng go to a movie with his 18 friends?
Because according to the advertisement, below 18 is not allowed to go in.
VERY FUNNY HOR???? I WAS LAUGHING OUT LOUD LEH!! HAHAHAAAH!!
Ah Beng with two red ears went to his doctor. The doctor asked him what had happened to his ears and he answered," I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring lor but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear. So Kena lor!" "Oh Dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But, what happened to the other ear?"
Ah Beng: "That stupid fellow called back again loh!"
next
At a bar in New York, the man sat next to Ah Beng told the bartender, "JOHNNIE WALKER, SINGLE." and his companion said, "JACK DANIELS, SINGLE."
The bartender turned to Ah Beng and asked, "AND YOU, SIR?"
Ah Beng replied: "Tan Ah Beng, MARRIED."
next
Why did Ah Beng go to a movie with his 18 friends?
Because according to the advertisement, below 18 is not allowed to go in.
VERY FUNNY HOR???? I WAS LAUGHING OUT LOUD LEH!! HAHAHAAAH!!
i had a freaking bad day.
a bad start to a new week. damn upset.
first. i got frightened up instead of the normal waking up. my brother switched on the music out loud. but its a sudden sound. i got shocked out from my bed. and it was still early then. and i couldnt get back to bed. ganna shocked how to sleep? im damn pissed off coz i know i need to sleep as im gonna have a long day.
beside getting shocked. my brother smells like rat! he worked till so late and he reached home he hogged on the computer in my room without heading for a bath first! i was sleeping and my whole room smells like SALTED GROUND. freaking salty. i hate it. i just cleaned up my home a few days back and i hope for a better smell. not that sweaty salty smell, i reached home last night i could smell cigaratte smell. filled the whole house.
as for the cigaratte smell i didnt make a fuss. coz im freaking used to it. thou i still dont like it. but what can i do? i hate guys who smoke. freaking hate it. i tossed and turned for like an hour. and i finally head back to sleep.
while i was asleep. more of like half awake. didnt really SLEEP LAR! this feeling is making me frustrated. he played i dont know what music. keep repeating or whatever. its just so irritating. and i tell you. i rather he play game. coz the game sounded better.
and i got up from bed. went to the living room. i see socks on the floor. his socks. i mean like isit so hard to just walk a few more steps to the kitchen and dump that smelly socks into the bin? very hard meh??
before i left home. i told him to boil the water and fill up the empty bottles at home. well i did it the other time. i boiled water ALL THE TIME. i dont just fill the bottles with tap water. i rather boil it. the bottles always emptied very FAST. sometimes he will not do anything.
i took out nougats and told him that he can eat it if he is hungry but left some for me. coz normally when i tell him that theres food and he can eat. he USUALLY leaves me with NOTHING. and i also repeated about the stuffs like boil the water, wash the bowls and do laundry.
he said okie. while both eyes are on the monitor. and i went to school.
i was at school fussing with the Banking Finance stuffs. and thinking about my CCA stuffs. looking for my teacher, ringed her but couldnt get her. sms her but no replies. ive totally have got no idea about the CCA Recruitment on wednesday. i dont know what to do and all lar. i only get to know that theres meeting tomorrow when i saw a paper glenn is holding. im like why my teacher didnt let me know? when i ask her to let me know if theres anything. im damn sianed please.
im still wondering if i am really the Chairman of the Dance club. i dont even know a single shit. that DORVEN didnt even pass down properly to me. if i dont do a single thing, my teacher might just think that im not doing my job. but the problem is. what the hell do i need to do i dont even know. this feeling suck like mad.
den projects coming up. one individual and two group projects. and i needa prepare something for the cca recruitment counter. my teacher says if i need vanguard sheets or anything ask from her. i sms her. and the reply i got is NOT. im in dazed. i dont know what she is saying. im pissed off. im frustrated. im tired. and im not going to design anything. fuck it.
and my project. my groupmates and i wanted to do Postal mails. but we got Telecommunications instead. we dont like it. but no choice. we all drew lots and we are damn suay. see, its just not a good day today right?
and. all the smses i received today. i so hope i didnt receive any of those. im just not in the right mood.
while walking home, i was asking myself to bet with myself if my brother did do the stuffs he said he will. i decided to trust him.
i got home. fuck! it aint done. dishes left unwashed. bottles filled but not with boiled water. how i know? coz i took a look at the boiler before i left for school. and now in the boiler the water level is the same as this morning. and normally when i boil water for all the bottles. the boiler will be emptied in the end.
and i know he wouldnt waste his time by just boiling the water slowly. he just filled with tap water. he is just plain lazy!!!! sigh. where has my trust gone. for that moment my heart sanked. i mean like.. this small little things.. VERY HARD TO DO MEH?
laundry.. not done too. well its my laundry. i thought he would help as i helped him also. but well. he didnt. im quite sad about it. but it happened SEVERAL TIMES. and im still very upset about it.
ALL HE REMEMBERED AND DID WAS!!!
HE ATE THE NOUGATS!
and please tell me what are ironing boards for?
to iron clothes right? but i see handphones, dirty clothes, wallets, cigarattes and etc on it EVERY SINGLE DAY! and the table is just beside the ironing board you know? -dui- very dui-
most of the time i see no point in doing housework. ill never marry a man who dont do housework. guys you better dont think only FEMALES have to do housework. you also NEED TO! at least share half of the housework. or maybe sometimes just do your part.
like? dirty clothes,socks? in the bin. not lying on the sofa or table or ironing board. or even socks wore few days ago still at the same place and same spot. and even bags. keep it when not using anymore. not just leave it lying on the living rooms floor.
and that is why when my brother do housework i will be very very happy. coz.. its.. once in a blue moon.
i dont know if he ever did once spare a thought for me. but i guess he didnt. coz he can finish all the food i told him he could have it. and not leaving some for me. not sparing a thought that " oh jessie might also want to have it" or" its jessies i cant finish all of it ill just take half" i mean thoughts like SHARING? i bet it had never run through that brain of his.
when i make a fuss about not leaving anything for me to eat, he think i gei gao. while all im trying to knock into his brain was sparing a thought of SHARING. and if im gei gao. i should have just keep all the food to myself lar! even the nougats. i should have not shared with him what. all the while i just wanted to SHARE!
shall i move on to the bathroom? sigh nvm. its gonna be a never ending complain entry.
i wanted to meet kp tonight. but im totally not in the mood. and im tired. i just hate this feeling. nothings right. so i smsed her to tell her to meet next week instead. thank God that she was thinking to sms me to change our meeting to another date as she out with her brother. and so we both agreed to meet next week.
imjustnohappytoday.
a bad start to a new week. damn upset.
first. i got frightened up instead of the normal waking up. my brother switched on the music out loud. but its a sudden sound. i got shocked out from my bed. and it was still early then. and i couldnt get back to bed. ganna shocked how to sleep? im damn pissed off coz i know i need to sleep as im gonna have a long day.
beside getting shocked. my brother smells like rat! he worked till so late and he reached home he hogged on the computer in my room without heading for a bath first! i was sleeping and my whole room smells like SALTED GROUND. freaking salty. i hate it. i just cleaned up my home a few days back and i hope for a better smell. not that sweaty salty smell, i reached home last night i could smell cigaratte smell. filled the whole house.
as for the cigaratte smell i didnt make a fuss. coz im freaking used to it. thou i still dont like it. but what can i do? i hate guys who smoke. freaking hate it. i tossed and turned for like an hour. and i finally head back to sleep.
while i was asleep. more of like half awake. didnt really SLEEP LAR! this feeling is making me frustrated. he played i dont know what music. keep repeating or whatever. its just so irritating. and i tell you. i rather he play game. coz the game sounded better.
and i got up from bed. went to the living room. i see socks on the floor. his socks. i mean like isit so hard to just walk a few more steps to the kitchen and dump that smelly socks into the bin? very hard meh??
before i left home. i told him to boil the water and fill up the empty bottles at home. well i did it the other time. i boiled water ALL THE TIME. i dont just fill the bottles with tap water. i rather boil it. the bottles always emptied very FAST. sometimes he will not do anything.
i took out nougats and told him that he can eat it if he is hungry but left some for me. coz normally when i tell him that theres food and he can eat. he USUALLY leaves me with NOTHING. and i also repeated about the stuffs like boil the water, wash the bowls and do laundry.
he said okie. while both eyes are on the monitor. and i went to school.
i was at school fussing with the Banking Finance stuffs. and thinking about my CCA stuffs. looking for my teacher, ringed her but couldnt get her. sms her but no replies. ive totally have got no idea about the CCA Recruitment on wednesday. i dont know what to do and all lar. i only get to know that theres meeting tomorrow when i saw a paper glenn is holding. im like why my teacher didnt let me know? when i ask her to let me know if theres anything. im damn sianed please.
im still wondering if i am really the Chairman of the Dance club. i dont even know a single shit. that DORVEN didnt even pass down properly to me. if i dont do a single thing, my teacher might just think that im not doing my job. but the problem is. what the hell do i need to do i dont even know. this feeling suck like mad.
den projects coming up. one individual and two group projects. and i needa prepare something for the cca recruitment counter. my teacher says if i need vanguard sheets or anything ask from her. i sms her. and the reply i got is NOT. im in dazed. i dont know what she is saying. im pissed off. im frustrated. im tired. and im not going to design anything. fuck it.
and my project. my groupmates and i wanted to do Postal mails. but we got Telecommunications instead. we dont like it. but no choice. we all drew lots and we are damn suay. see, its just not a good day today right?
and. all the smses i received today. i so hope i didnt receive any of those. im just not in the right mood.
while walking home, i was asking myself to bet with myself if my brother did do the stuffs he said he will. i decided to trust him.
i got home. fuck! it aint done. dishes left unwashed. bottles filled but not with boiled water. how i know? coz i took a look at the boiler before i left for school. and now in the boiler the water level is the same as this morning. and normally when i boil water for all the bottles. the boiler will be emptied in the end.
and i know he wouldnt waste his time by just boiling the water slowly. he just filled with tap water. he is just plain lazy!!!! sigh. where has my trust gone. for that moment my heart sanked. i mean like.. this small little things.. VERY HARD TO DO MEH?
laundry.. not done too. well its my laundry. i thought he would help as i helped him also. but well. he didnt. im quite sad about it. but it happened SEVERAL TIMES. and im still very upset about it.
ALL HE REMEMBERED AND DID WAS!!!
HE ATE THE NOUGATS!
and please tell me what are ironing boards for?
to iron clothes right? but i see handphones, dirty clothes, wallets, cigarattes and etc on it EVERY SINGLE DAY! and the table is just beside the ironing board you know? -dui- very dui-
most of the time i see no point in doing housework. ill never marry a man who dont do housework. guys you better dont think only FEMALES have to do housework. you also NEED TO! at least share half of the housework. or maybe sometimes just do your part.
like? dirty clothes,socks? in the bin. not lying on the sofa or table or ironing board. or even socks wore few days ago still at the same place and same spot. and even bags. keep it when not using anymore. not just leave it lying on the living rooms floor.
and that is why when my brother do housework i will be very very happy. coz.. its.. once in a blue moon.
i dont know if he ever did once spare a thought for me. but i guess he didnt. coz he can finish all the food i told him he could have it. and not leaving some for me. not sparing a thought that " oh jessie might also want to have it" or" its jessies i cant finish all of it ill just take half" i mean thoughts like SHARING? i bet it had never run through that brain of his.
when i make a fuss about not leaving anything for me to eat, he think i gei gao. while all im trying to knock into his brain was sparing a thought of SHARING. and if im gei gao. i should have just keep all the food to myself lar! even the nougats. i should have not shared with him what. all the while i just wanted to SHARE!
shall i move on to the bathroom? sigh nvm. its gonna be a never ending complain entry.
i wanted to meet kp tonight. but im totally not in the mood. and im tired. i just hate this feeling. nothings right. so i smsed her to tell her to meet next week instead. thank God that she was thinking to sms me to change our meeting to another date as she out with her brother. and so we both agreed to meet next week.
imjustnohappytoday.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
im actually quite free for the first week of school. and i dont think i did spend my time wisely. but well!!!
next week. ill be damn freaking busy. heading to the gym after school for 3 days. and ill be working right after school for 4 days. and my only free day. ill be with my sweetest somebody! MY SWEETHEART!
as for today! what did i do??????
i was playing The Sims. the full edition on my bf computer. for MANY hours. after which we headed swimming!! damn! for the first after so many years of swimming!!! i gulped TWO MOUTHFULL OF that pool water! PUI PUI!! its a total shit!
WHY?
when i wanted to get up for oxygen. i opened my big mouth! and just when i was about to breathe in. the other kid swimed pass and i gulped the pool water instead of the air i needed!
and i thought my lungs will fail me! PUI!
practically. there were too many people in the swimming complex lar. i cant swim a lap without being disturbed. as in i have to move a side for this person to swim pass me or etc. was quite irritated about that.
and in less than an hour i think. sweetheart and i left the crowded place. back to his home.. i hogged on the computer and start exercising my fingers!! clicking and clicking! LOL!
headed bugis. shopped while waiting for time to pass as ive made my reservation at Miss Clarity at 845pm.. hehe. reached there. had my favourite Salmon Baked Pasta and my ALL TIME FAVOURITE THE MUD OZZE~
my gosh i tell you. the mud ozze at Miss Clarity is... YUMMILICIOUS!!! must TRY! Very YUMMMY!!
and my sweetheart droved me home. and now he is enjoying BBQ with his friends!! GOOD LIFE HOR?! hahah!
oh yes! i went Hong Kong Cafe at Katong last night!! their French Toast VERY YUMMY LEH!!!!!!!!! and also this MANGO SHOWHAND! GOODNESS GOSH!! it taste HEAVENLY!
and and!! my dears mom prepared CEREAL PRAWNS for dinner! my gosh! greatest dinner i ever had!!! so yummy!!!!!! i love my dears mama!!!!!
she even taught me how to make jelly and stuffs. how nice!!
and.... im working tomorrow! sigh. WHY IS IT SUCHA DREAD? i dont feel ive rested enough this weekend. i dont think ive enough energy for the next week....
or.. am i just in need a sleep now? haha i guess so..
i miss my friends.
serene dearest is VERY busy. with getting scholarships and meeting projects deadlines. and my very dear kp is busy with i dont know what! can you like ring me up or something?
i miss siao siao most. the times we all went photo taking everywhere. the crazy times and all.... i miss it most!
i want more time to spend with my sweetest sweetheart!!!
ill be back soon!
next week. ill be damn freaking busy. heading to the gym after school for 3 days. and ill be working right after school for 4 days. and my only free day. ill be with my sweetest somebody! MY SWEETHEART!
as for today! what did i do??????
i was playing The Sims. the full edition on my bf computer. for MANY hours. after which we headed swimming!! damn! for the first after so many years of swimming!!! i gulped TWO MOUTHFULL OF that pool water! PUI PUI!! its a total shit!
WHY?
when i wanted to get up for oxygen. i opened my big mouth! and just when i was about to breathe in. the other kid swimed pass and i gulped the pool water instead of the air i needed!
and i thought my lungs will fail me! PUI!
practically. there were too many people in the swimming complex lar. i cant swim a lap without being disturbed. as in i have to move a side for this person to swim pass me or etc. was quite irritated about that.
and in less than an hour i think. sweetheart and i left the crowded place. back to his home.. i hogged on the computer and start exercising my fingers!! clicking and clicking! LOL!
headed bugis. shopped while waiting for time to pass as ive made my reservation at Miss Clarity at 845pm.. hehe. reached there. had my favourite Salmon Baked Pasta and my ALL TIME FAVOURITE THE MUD OZZE~
my gosh i tell you. the mud ozze at Miss Clarity is... YUMMILICIOUS!!! must TRY! Very YUMMMY!!
and my sweetheart droved me home. and now he is enjoying BBQ with his friends!! GOOD LIFE HOR?! hahah!
oh yes! i went Hong Kong Cafe at Katong last night!! their French Toast VERY YUMMY LEH!!!!!!!!! and also this MANGO SHOWHAND! GOODNESS GOSH!! it taste HEAVENLY!
and and!! my dears mom prepared CEREAL PRAWNS for dinner! my gosh! greatest dinner i ever had!!! so yummy!!!!!! i love my dears mama!!!!!
she even taught me how to make jelly and stuffs. how nice!!
and.... im working tomorrow! sigh. WHY IS IT SUCHA DREAD? i dont feel ive rested enough this weekend. i dont think ive enough energy for the next week....
or.. am i just in need a sleep now? haha i guess so..
i miss my friends.
serene dearest is VERY busy. with getting scholarships and meeting projects deadlines. and my very dear kp is busy with i dont know what! can you like ring me up or something?
i miss siao siao most. the times we all went photo taking everywhere. the crazy times and all.... i miss it most!
i want more time to spend with my sweetest sweetheart!!!
ill be back soon!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i read this sentence and i love it and agree with what it says:
True love is neither physical nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
dont you guys agree?
and that is why i love my sweetheart. for who he is, for who he will be, and for him. all just for him.
oh yes. i cooked dinner for my brother and myself today! lol.
out of the three dishes. one suck like mad. i guess i shouldnt add shitake mushroom with long bean. it taste weird.
and i fried fish!! MIND YOU!! FISH K!! my bf even DOUBT if i know how to handle a fish!!! why? coz he asked if i did put salt on the fish? haha! eh i wash the fish with salt leh! im SMART right? haha!
ill update again.
True love is neither physical nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
dont you guys agree?
and that is why i love my sweetheart. for who he is, for who he will be, and for him. all just for him.
oh yes. i cooked dinner for my brother and myself today! lol.
out of the three dishes. one suck like mad. i guess i shouldnt add shitake mushroom with long bean. it taste weird.
and i fried fish!! MIND YOU!! FISH K!! my bf even DOUBT if i know how to handle a fish!!! why? coz he asked if i did put salt on the fish? haha! eh i wash the fish with salt leh! im SMART right? haha!
ill update again.
i did this Colorgenics test and here are my results.
You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.
i dont think letting emotion rule over mind is good. coz i aint happy at all. and im gonna make a change.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
trust is hardly seen these days. among people. how sad huh?
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
give and take. appreciates.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
well. i dont mind being alone actually. haha.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
dream big dreams eh? haha!!!
im actually missing my beloved now.
You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.
i dont think letting emotion rule over mind is good. coz i aint happy at all. and im gonna make a change.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
trust is hardly seen these days. among people. how sad huh?
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
give and take. appreciates.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
well. i dont mind being alone actually. haha.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
dream big dreams eh? haha!!!
im actually missing my beloved now.
Monday, April 16, 2007
dearest worldly world!!!
its the start of my new term today and im in my year two NOW! HA!HA! i didnt feel the dread to head for school today!! WOW! amazing! HAHA.
i got my time table already but im not sure if it is the permanent kind. but well. im somewhat satisfied with it. haha. do i have a choice anyway? even if i dont like it i have to just make do with the time slot given.
i got the elective i wanted. i was 50/50 about it at first but now im quite keen about having it and yes i got it. ill be taking banking and finance. it wouldnt be easy but i will and i am gonna work hard this term. ill keep on keeping on!! HEHE! support me alright dearest world!
alright. i was asked to read an entry typed by this person. my used to be best friend. a very good friend but no longer am now. coz im too tired of the friendship we had together.
first. she said she PERHAPS faced friendship problems more than some readers. well. i DO AGREE. why?? COZ SHE NEVER EVER DID PUT IN ANY EFFORT IN HER FRIENDSHIPS.
and why do i say that? COZ I WAS ONCE HER BEST FRIEND. and now I AM NO LONGER. please thank GOD that i have given up on this oh so PATHETIC friendship.
she also said: as for me(her), in the past, i do not know how to maintain my friendship with my friends. i dont know the importance of them. but after losing this best friend of mine, i know, i realized and i learnt from it.
and well missy moi thinks she didnt. she will never do. coz we've quarrelled about problems many times and she said she will change and hope for a chance to a patch. but she never once did change. and im VERY POSITIVE about it. anyway. i believe those who know you surely know what kinda person you are. i dont think i said anything wrong in anyway.
and she also added: and now, im trying to save this friendship i had with her. because i dont wanna lose this best friend of mine. and i dont wanna waste the effort she had put in so so much for this friendship. and most importantly, this friendship i had with her is really hard to come by. noone can understand how we build this friendship up.
and i thought: THANK GOD MY LORD. i mean SHE only did REALISED IT LIKE NOW? we've been friends for.. ermm like.. 7 suay years you see? she realised it now. should i be happy or should i vomit tons and tons of blood out? or prolly i should just praise God about it yea?
she is the kind like friends look for her, call her up, ask her out. friends be there for her. friends be nice to her. take all her sucky attitude. anyway she has this fucked up attitude problem. EVERYONE around her knows it. she can just show her attitude at anytime of the day. when you are out with her. and you are to take it. and she wouldnt apologise or anything. she can say she dislike this person but calls this person and sing all her sorrows to. she can complain to you like how she seriously DISLIKE this person. till the point like she really dislike. and if she rings you up. its a miracle. if she wants to head out with you. she wouldnt ask. she would just ask INDIRECTLY.
you can call her and she didnt answer and she'll let it ring. she wont reject and call back or anything. neither would she sms to ask like:yes you called me earlier? or etc. she would just see that miss call and forget about it. she wont even wonder why were you looking for her? maybe something important or prolly need her help or anything? she had never thought of that. how nice? a good friend? can be? haha!
she would say: hmm later where you going? etc etc. but unfortunately say i was gonna head out with my other groups of friends, i would ask her to join me. coz. for myself. i dont want her to be alone when she wants to head out. but i tell you. NEVER would she spare a thought like i did.
and miraculously one fine day. after ive decided to leave her for good. she msg to ask me out. should i thank GOD or what i wonder. haha.
normally in the past. whenever i ask her out. she would reply: go where? i would suggest places like town or etc. she would: for what? i went there yesterday already.
thats all i get and if i cant think of any where else we wont head out together. and if she doesnt want to head the place you just SUGGESTED she would just say: i dont want. HOW SHIT IS THAT YOU TELL ME? she wouldnt even suggest a place lar. am i SUAY or what?
and theres once she asked me out. i deliberately replied her the way she used to reply me. like: where? i went there few days ago alr. stuffs likdat. and FUCK. she replied to meet another day. and on the day itself. she went out with serene to my house nearby for dinner/lunch. and either one of them ringed me up. i guess it was serene who suggested to eat nearby my home. if she didnt. i dont even think im even meeting them. what im trying to say is. SHE DONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PUTTING MORE EFFORT TO THINKING WHERE TO GO? OR EVEN SUGGEST MORE. like i used to. she is just plain LAZY. or just giving the FUCK care attitude. anyway. its not important now. haha.
and she ended her blog entry with: anyway, if you all do read my entries, i once said before that ive this special friend of mine. but now, i announced that i dont have anymore. for this person, chose to live alone. she gave up this friendship with me noo matter how i tried to want it back the previous time. well. i hope she'll do well and treasure all her friends. remember, noone has ever abandon you. if you wanna save all the friendships you've with your friends, please do something. all the best. takecare.
for your info. i didnt choose to live alone. i plainly CHOOSE TO LEAVE YOU FOR GOOD! -jumps for joy- coz your too selfish stubborn and ignorant. anyway theres nth i could think about you that is positive. haha.
and again for your info. you didnt put much effort in wanting this friendship back. all you said was SORRY. and blogged about how you wanted it back. it just meant nothing alright. and i dont think theres anything much for you to do too.
ill definitely do great without you. and before you even KNOW anything about friendships. i already knew and TREASURED ALL MY FRIENDS.
noone abandoned me. its just me who make a wise decision to leave you for good!
and for the last. ARE YOU INDIRECTLY TELLING YOURSELF? DUH! and take care too!!
and im very happy now without you. you didnt change. your still the same. so dont tell me you would. ask yourself if you really did. if you think you did. please knock yourself on the wall coz you didnt!!!!! till now you didnt give an explanation of what happened that day. you just said the reason why i was unhappy. thats all!! and its needless to say coz i know i am unhappy. thank you.
oh yes. she also changed her blog url. no matter how many times you change people still know it. no matter how secretive you act people somehow still found out. the best is, if you really wanna not let people know. just CLOSE THE WHOLE BLOGGIE THINGY and stop blogging lor.
when you change it you go around telling some of your friends about it. but on the other hand some people know, you will ask how would they know. and be secretive about it. is there a need to? or prolly just set a password like you did in the past lar? but for what? you still publicised it in the end. so what you actually want then? contradiciting are you? LOL.
everything is just so messed up about you. and i dont see you doing anything about it. everythings still the same about you. after MANY years.
and still im very positive about giving this bestfriendship a miss.
do you think shes even worth being in a friend? dear world? im hurt by her in many many ways. ive given our friendship many chances and always hope for the better but she never once did dp something. she just continued her sucky character. terribly suck.
i think she deserved what she is now. like the way she said. yes you deserved it.
on the other side!!!
DEAR WORLD!
MY BROTHER PREPARED DINNER!!! HOW NICE!! YUMMY!!
and i accompanied kp for her job interview. i entertained myself for the past 40-50mins while standing outside the company. hell bored. and i cam whored. LOL. BEWARE!! I TOOK LOADSA PICTURESS!!
im very bored waiting. very very! interview so long de meh?!!
as you can see the colour. aint taken from missys phone. HAHA
still using her phone.
DA TOU TIE! HAHA
i took too many. and i took one shot for kp only. haha.
let me show you my braces. LOL. my fav pink and my fav green!
my big nose and my big mouth! haha!!
KP!! AND MISSY MOI!!!
END!
i cant believe i spent three hours on this boring entry topic and crazy pictures!!! at least ive UPDATED! LOL
be blessed dear world. to all friends of friends. treasure the simple pleasures you have in life and in friendships!!
its the start of my new term today and im in my year two NOW! HA!HA! i didnt feel the dread to head for school today!! WOW! amazing! HAHA.
i got my time table already but im not sure if it is the permanent kind. but well. im somewhat satisfied with it. haha. do i have a choice anyway? even if i dont like it i have to just make do with the time slot given.
i got the elective i wanted. i was 50/50 about it at first but now im quite keen about having it and yes i got it. ill be taking banking and finance. it wouldnt be easy but i will and i am gonna work hard this term. ill keep on keeping on!! HEHE! support me alright dearest world!
alright. i was asked to read an entry typed by this person. my used to be best friend. a very good friend but no longer am now. coz im too tired of the friendship we had together.
first. she said she PERHAPS faced friendship problems more than some readers. well. i DO AGREE. why?? COZ SHE NEVER EVER DID PUT IN ANY EFFORT IN HER FRIENDSHIPS.
and why do i say that? COZ I WAS ONCE HER BEST FRIEND. and now I AM NO LONGER. please thank GOD that i have given up on this oh so PATHETIC friendship.
she also said: as for me(her), in the past, i do not know how to maintain my friendship with my friends. i dont know the importance of them. but after losing this best friend of mine, i know, i realized and i learnt from it.
and well missy moi thinks she didnt. she will never do. coz we've quarrelled about problems many times and she said she will change and hope for a chance to a patch. but she never once did change. and im VERY POSITIVE about it. anyway. i believe those who know you surely know what kinda person you are. i dont think i said anything wrong in anyway.
and she also added: and now, im trying to save this friendship i had with her. because i dont wanna lose this best friend of mine. and i dont wanna waste the effort she had put in so so much for this friendship. and most importantly, this friendship i had with her is really hard to come by. noone can understand how we build this friendship up.
and i thought: THANK GOD MY LORD. i mean SHE only did REALISED IT LIKE NOW? we've been friends for.. ermm like.. 7 suay years you see? she realised it now. should i be happy or should i vomit tons and tons of blood out? or prolly i should just praise God about it yea?
she is the kind like friends look for her, call her up, ask her out. friends be there for her. friends be nice to her. take all her sucky attitude. anyway she has this fucked up attitude problem. EVERYONE around her knows it. she can just show her attitude at anytime of the day. when you are out with her. and you are to take it. and she wouldnt apologise or anything. she can say she dislike this person but calls this person and sing all her sorrows to. she can complain to you like how she seriously DISLIKE this person. till the point like she really dislike. and if she rings you up. its a miracle. if she wants to head out with you. she wouldnt ask. she would just ask INDIRECTLY.
you can call her and she didnt answer and she'll let it ring. she wont reject and call back or anything. neither would she sms to ask like:yes you called me earlier? or etc. she would just see that miss call and forget about it. she wont even wonder why were you looking for her? maybe something important or prolly need her help or anything? she had never thought of that. how nice? a good friend? can be? haha!
she would say: hmm later where you going? etc etc. but unfortunately say i was gonna head out with my other groups of friends, i would ask her to join me. coz. for myself. i dont want her to be alone when she wants to head out. but i tell you. NEVER would she spare a thought like i did.
and miraculously one fine day. after ive decided to leave her for good. she msg to ask me out. should i thank GOD or what i wonder. haha.
normally in the past. whenever i ask her out. she would reply: go where? i would suggest places like town or etc. she would: for what? i went there yesterday already.
thats all i get and if i cant think of any where else we wont head out together. and if she doesnt want to head the place you just SUGGESTED she would just say: i dont want. HOW SHIT IS THAT YOU TELL ME? she wouldnt even suggest a place lar. am i SUAY or what?
and theres once she asked me out. i deliberately replied her the way she used to reply me. like: where? i went there few days ago alr. stuffs likdat. and FUCK. she replied to meet another day. and on the day itself. she went out with serene to my house nearby for dinner/lunch. and either one of them ringed me up. i guess it was serene who suggested to eat nearby my home. if she didnt. i dont even think im even meeting them. what im trying to say is. SHE DONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PUTTING MORE EFFORT TO THINKING WHERE TO GO? OR EVEN SUGGEST MORE. like i used to. she is just plain LAZY. or just giving the FUCK care attitude. anyway. its not important now. haha.
and she ended her blog entry with: anyway, if you all do read my entries, i once said before that ive this special friend of mine. but now, i announced that i dont have anymore. for this person, chose to live alone. she gave up this friendship with me noo matter how i tried to want it back the previous time. well. i hope she'll do well and treasure all her friends. remember, noone has ever abandon you. if you wanna save all the friendships you've with your friends, please do something. all the best. takecare.
for your info. i didnt choose to live alone. i plainly CHOOSE TO LEAVE YOU FOR GOOD! -jumps for joy- coz your too selfish stubborn and ignorant. anyway theres nth i could think about you that is positive. haha.
and again for your info. you didnt put much effort in wanting this friendship back. all you said was SORRY. and blogged about how you wanted it back. it just meant nothing alright. and i dont think theres anything much for you to do too.
ill definitely do great without you. and before you even KNOW anything about friendships. i already knew and TREASURED ALL MY FRIENDS.
noone abandoned me. its just me who make a wise decision to leave you for good!
and for the last. ARE YOU INDIRECTLY TELLING YOURSELF? DUH! and take care too!!
and im very happy now without you. you didnt change. your still the same. so dont tell me you would. ask yourself if you really did. if you think you did. please knock yourself on the wall coz you didnt!!!!! till now you didnt give an explanation of what happened that day. you just said the reason why i was unhappy. thats all!! and its needless to say coz i know i am unhappy. thank you.
oh yes. she also changed her blog url. no matter how many times you change people still know it. no matter how secretive you act people somehow still found out. the best is, if you really wanna not let people know. just CLOSE THE WHOLE BLOGGIE THINGY and stop blogging lor.
when you change it you go around telling some of your friends about it. but on the other hand some people know, you will ask how would they know. and be secretive about it. is there a need to? or prolly just set a password like you did in the past lar? but for what? you still publicised it in the end. so what you actually want then? contradiciting are you? LOL.
everything is just so messed up about you. and i dont see you doing anything about it. everythings still the same about you. after MANY years.
and still im very positive about giving this bestfriendship a miss.
do you think shes even worth being in a friend? dear world? im hurt by her in many many ways. ive given our friendship many chances and always hope for the better but she never once did dp something. she just continued her sucky character. terribly suck.
i think she deserved what she is now. like the way she said. yes you deserved it.
on the other side!!!
DEAR WORLD!
MY BROTHER PREPARED DINNER!!! HOW NICE!! YUMMY!!
and i accompanied kp for her job interview. i entertained myself for the past 40-50mins while standing outside the company. hell bored. and i cam whored. LOL. BEWARE!! I TOOK LOADSA PICTURESS!!
im very bored waiting. very very! interview so long de meh?!!
as you can see the colour. aint taken from missys phone. HAHA
still using her phone.
DA TOU TIE! HAHA
i took too many. and i took one shot for kp only. haha.
let me show you my braces. LOL. my fav pink and my fav green!
my big nose and my big mouth! haha!!
KP!! AND MISSY MOI!!!
END!
i cant believe i spent three hours on this boring entry topic and crazy pictures!!! at least ive UPDATED! LOL
be blessed dear world. to all friends of friends. treasure the simple pleasures you have in life and in friendships!!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
OH MY GWAD!!!!!
why havent i been updating?!!
basically missy moi had been VERY busy with work! HAHA! i jumped onto bed at 12+am and i too jumped up from bed at 830am every morning! oh well. ALMOST every morning. LOL.
ive been damn hardworking. coz ive been WORKING! LOL. nothing much to update about work. coz everything seemed like a routine and its kinda BORING to blog about work. lol. prolly if.. IF in future ive got any unhappiness ill just complain here. oh well. ive always did complained everything here if you guys realised hahahahaa!!
what did i do all these while? besides work. its always 1030 to 930pm everyday. it may be sucha dread. but well. NO CHOICE. i need money!! WHO DOESNT? haha! im desperate for money now. i wanna shop like mad i wanna go on a holiday with my sweetheart.i wanna.. i wanna... i wanna do many things........-shakehead-
last wednesday i was out with yeelin michelle sandy and peishan. i dont know where did that nelson go. it seemed like he disappeared out to nowhere. i dont seemed to see or talk to him lately. we headed down VIVO.
my gosh i tell you. that few ladies. can talk non stop. anyway. FIRST. was supposed to meet at 1pm SHARP. i called michelle. she said 5mins. her 5mins actually meant half an hour! lol! Praise God for the very SMART Jessie. i went shopping instead. haha. bought nothing but set my eyes on many. haha!
and so we all met. with empty stomach. unable to come to a decision of where shall we all dine. walked around. less than 10 steps i tell you. guess what we did? we went to chit chat. in the middle of the crowds. and so we walked again. and again!!! we stopped and chit chat. LOL! damn talkative huh? haha!
and so we ended at Sushi Tei. we sat down. flipped throw the menu and we chatted again. MY GOSH! we have not even place orders. and so i said: lets placed orders before we start chatting again. had a great meal. cheap price too. well.. affordable i should put it. haha! had what paper steamboat. haha. i guess after a long meet up. theres just too much to talk and share about. we were laughing throughout.
walked around and headed to Ben and Jerrys. im craving for ice cream. after enjoying the wonders of the yummilicious icey ker li muuuu. we went chatting again.
so much to talk about... from 1plus till 7+pm. it aint even enough. LOL. GIRLS!!! lets have another day out together again!!! it will be a GREEAtTTt one!! till then.please take good care!!
i was working at Parkway today. what a day?! one stupid aunty attitude me. cant she just reply in a polite way... AIYO! nevermind. shes just an aunty. i shall be nice! big heart. LOL. she damn bad can. arghh...
sweetheart came and fetch me home from work!! OHHHHHHH!! SO SWWEEETT right! with ice cream awaiting for missy me! ahaa!!! I LOVE HIM!!!!!
and and and ... ill be free from work for 3 good days! im gonna make good use of it. first sleep. then go out with my friends and not forgetting dinner with mr and his family and and and.... having fun!!!!!
dear friends of mine. who wanna ask me out?? please do!!! ill keep a day for you guys k? so!!! FASTER SMS/CALL/MSN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! take me out!!!
i saw a braun buffel wallet. OH MY GOSH!! its PRETTYYYY! I WANT!
i saw a white wallet from TANGS i forgot what brand. but i know where it is!!! i WANT IT!
i saw handbags! OH MY I WANT IT TOO!
ive been thinking about this place. GOOD FOOD. expensive price but appetiser affordable leh!! i also wanna head there! why? coz i only eat the appetiser!!!! HAHA!
i wanna go to the ZOO!
i wanna sit cable car!!!
i wanna i wanna i wannaaaa~~~
ive got pictures to share!
this is the paper steamboat. not too bad.
this just make me hungry.... very YUMMY!
GREEN TEA! HOT GREEN TEA! my must have when i dine at a Jap Restaurant. hehe!
lastly. i love my sweetest sweetheart!!!! im thankful for EVERYTHING my dearest one! and and and!! YOU ARE FOREVER MY IMPORTANT SOMEONE! smooches~!!!!!
be greatly blessed my dearest worldly world!
why havent i been updating?!!
basically missy moi had been VERY busy with work! HAHA! i jumped onto bed at 12+am and i too jumped up from bed at 830am every morning! oh well. ALMOST every morning. LOL.
ive been damn hardworking. coz ive been WORKING! LOL. nothing much to update about work. coz everything seemed like a routine and its kinda BORING to blog about work. lol. prolly if.. IF in future ive got any unhappiness ill just complain here. oh well. ive always did complained everything here if you guys realised hahahahaa!!
what did i do all these while? besides work. its always 1030 to 930pm everyday. it may be sucha dread. but well. NO CHOICE. i need money!! WHO DOESNT? haha! im desperate for money now. i wanna shop like mad i wanna go on a holiday with my sweetheart.i wanna.. i wanna... i wanna do many things........-shakehead-
last wednesday i was out with yeelin michelle sandy and peishan. i dont know where did that nelson go. it seemed like he disappeared out to nowhere. i dont seemed to see or talk to him lately. we headed down VIVO.
my gosh i tell you. that few ladies. can talk non stop. anyway. FIRST. was supposed to meet at 1pm SHARP. i called michelle. she said 5mins. her 5mins actually meant half an hour! lol! Praise God for the very SMART Jessie. i went shopping instead. haha. bought nothing but set my eyes on many. haha!
and so we all met. with empty stomach. unable to come to a decision of where shall we all dine. walked around. less than 10 steps i tell you. guess what we did? we went to chit chat. in the middle of the crowds. and so we walked again. and again!!! we stopped and chit chat. LOL! damn talkative huh? haha!
and so we ended at Sushi Tei. we sat down. flipped throw the menu and we chatted again. MY GOSH! we have not even place orders. and so i said: lets placed orders before we start chatting again. had a great meal. cheap price too. well.. affordable i should put it. haha! had what paper steamboat. haha. i guess after a long meet up. theres just too much to talk and share about. we were laughing throughout.
walked around and headed to Ben and Jerrys. im craving for ice cream. after enjoying the wonders of the yummilicious icey ker li muuuu. we went chatting again.
so much to talk about... from 1plus till 7+pm. it aint even enough. LOL. GIRLS!!! lets have another day out together again!!! it will be a GREEAtTTt one!! till then.please take good care!!
i was working at Parkway today. what a day?! one stupid aunty attitude me. cant she just reply in a polite way... AIYO! nevermind. shes just an aunty. i shall be nice! big heart. LOL. she damn bad can. arghh...
sweetheart came and fetch me home from work!! OHHHHHHH!! SO SWWEEETT right! with ice cream awaiting for missy me! ahaa!!! I LOVE HIM!!!!!
and and and ... ill be free from work for 3 good days! im gonna make good use of it. first sleep. then go out with my friends and not forgetting dinner with mr and his family and and and.... having fun!!!!!
dear friends of mine. who wanna ask me out?? please do!!! ill keep a day for you guys k? so!!! FASTER SMS/CALL/MSN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! take me out!!!
i saw a braun buffel wallet. OH MY GOSH!! its PRETTYYYY! I WANT!
i saw a white wallet from TANGS i forgot what brand. but i know where it is!!! i WANT IT!
i saw handbags! OH MY I WANT IT TOO!
ive been thinking about this place. GOOD FOOD. expensive price but appetiser affordable leh!! i also wanna head there! why? coz i only eat the appetiser!!!! HAHA!
i wanna go to the ZOO!
i wanna sit cable car!!!
i wanna i wanna i wannaaaa~~~
ive got pictures to share!
this is the paper steamboat. not too bad.
this just make me hungry.... very YUMMY!
GREEN TEA! HOT GREEN TEA! my must have when i dine at a Jap Restaurant. hehe!
lastly. i love my sweetest sweetheart!!!! im thankful for EVERYTHING my dearest one! and and and!! YOU ARE FOREVER MY IMPORTANT SOMEONE! smooches~!!!!!
be greatly blessed my dearest worldly world!
